Gender-related crime surrounds us. It is so pervasive and deeply entrenched that it permeates all aspects of modern social life: murders, rapes, sexual assaults and violent batteries occur in streets and alleyways, on college campuses and within the home. n45 Data from the Department of Justice indicates that women are six times more likely than men to be victimized by a spouse, ex-spouse, or boyfriend/girlfriend. n46 But even when physical violence is not threatened, women are not free from other forms of sexual abuse or gender-related intimidation. n47
While the forms of gender-related crime vary, the message is constant; and it is a message of domination, power, and control. Socially constructed gender roles, predominantly characterized by male domination and female subordination, are enforced by various means along a coercive continuum. Moreover, the weak societal response in opposition reinforces the message that women are legitimate victims, appropriate targets for rage or outlets for anger.
As a report of the Senate Judiciary Committee has recognized, the problem of gender-based violence has reached epidemic proportion. n48 In recent years, the reported incidence of gender-related crimes of violence -- including gender-based homicide, rape, sexual assault and battery, and spousal and domestic abuse -- has been detailed, and the numbers are staggering.
GENDER-RELATED HOMICIDE: Along the coercive continuum, the most extreme form of gender-related crime is homicide. An analysis of homicide rates reveals that 90% of female homicide victims are killed by male offenders. n49 And as one commentator noted, "sexual murder is the ultimate expression of sexuality as a form of power," and part of a tradition of violent sexual discrimination that some feminists have deemed "gynocide." n50
Among the most notorious examples of gender-related homicide are serial rapist-murderers like Ted Bundy and Christopher Wilder, and feminist assassin Marc Lepine. Executed in 1989, Bundy had been convicted for the murder of three women, and officials believed he tortured and murdered as many as fifty women. n51 In 1984, Wilder perpetrated an undetermined number of serial murders before committing suicide as he was about to be captured. Wilder extensively tortured the women he captured before murdering them; he would bind and rape his victims, stab and sexually mutilate them, or torture them with electric shocks before slaying them. n52 Twenty-five year old Lepine [*28] murdered fourteen women in the engineering department at the University of Montreal in 1989. Before turning his high-powered hunting rifle on himself, Lepine left a note blaming women, especially "feminists," for all of his problems. n53 The Justice Department's Robert Heck observed a frightening trend:
We all talk about Jack the Ripper; he killed five people. We all talk about the "Boston Strangler" who killed 13, and maybe "son of Sam," who killed six. But we've got people out there now killing 20 and 30 people and more, and some of them don't just kill. They torture their victims in terrible ways and mutilate them before they kill them. Something's going on out there. It's an epidemic. n54
5-10, 155 lbs.
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania USA
Planned to do this in the summer but figure to stick around to see the election outcome. This particular one got so much attention and I was just curious. Not like I give a flying fcuk who won, since this exit plan was already planned. Good luck to Obama! He will be successful. The liberal media LOVES him. Amerika has chosen The Black Man. Good! In light of this I got ideas outside of Obama's plans for the economy and such. Here it is: Every black man should get a young white girl hoe to hone up on. Kinda a reverse indentured servitude thing. Long ago, many a older white male landowner had a young Negro wench girl for his desires. Bout' time tables are turned on that shit. Besides, dem young white hoez dig da bruthrs! LOL. More so than they dig the white dudes! Every daddy know when he sends his little girl to college, she be bangin a bruthr real good. I saw it. "Not my little girl", daddy says! (Yeah right!!) Black dudes have thier choice of best white hoez. You do the math, there are enough young white so all the brothers can each have one for 3 or 6 months or so.
I actually had a date today. It was with a woman I met on the bus in March. We got together at Two PPG Place for lunch. The last date for me was May 1, 2008. Women just don't like me. There are 30 million desirable women in the US (my estimate) and I cannot find one. Not one of them finds me attractive.
Been a long time since last write. Everything still sucks. But I got a promotion and a raise, even in this shitty Obama ecomomy. No more grunt programming. Go figure! New boss is great. He tactfully says when you did something wrong or complements on good things. Never confused with him. But that is NOT what I want in life. I guess some of us were simply meant to walk a lonely path. I have slept alone for over 20 years. Last time I slept all night with a girlfriend it was 1982. Proof I am a total malfunction. Girls and women don't even give me a second look ANYWHERE. There is something BLATANTLY wrong with me that NO goddam person will tell me what it is. Every person just wants to be fucking nice and say nice things to me. Flattery. Oh yeah, I am sure you can get a date anytime. You look good, etc. Pussies.
On the same thought, things occured to me today. Michael NEVER had an attractive girlfriend. Debbie, Barb, Kim, ... then I lost track. Not to say I had any (execpt Pam, who was about a 7.25). He married a Chinese-descent, petite woman with no body, no ass, no chest and no personality. She never laughs or smiles, neither does he. But she is highly intelligent and an excellent cook. I can testify to that! She home bakes her own DELICIOUS wheat bread! But who cares about that type of small bull crap? Mike even mentioned when we were visiting dad that "she's not very attractive".
I don't know where I am going with this. I am getting tired, feels good to write and get it all out.
On still another thought, I had 20+ years of sobriety and achieved nothing about friendships, girlfriends, guys, etc. Zilch. What a waste.
Bye, for today.
August 2, 2009:
The biggest problem of all is not having relationships or friends, but not being able to achieve and acquire what I desire in those or many other areas. Everthing stays the same regardless of the effert I put in. If I had control over my life then I would be happier. But for about the past 30 years, I have not
August 3, 2009:
I took off today, Monday, and tomorrow to practice my routine and make sure it is well polished. I need to work out every detail, there is only one shot. Also I need to be completely immersed into something before I can be successful. I haven't had a drink since Friday at about 2:30. Total effort needed. Tomorrow is the big day.
Unfortunately I talked to my neighbor today, who is very positive and upbeat. I need to remain focused and absorbed COMPLETELY. Last time I tried this, in January, I chickened out. Lets see how this new approach works.
Maybe soon, I will see God and Jesus. At least that is what I was told. Eternal life does NOT depend on works. If it did, we will all be in hell. Christ paid for EVERY sin, so how can I or you be judged BY GOD for a sin when the penalty was ALREADY paid. People judge but that does not matter. I was reading the Bible and The Integrity of God beginning yesterday, because soon I will see them.
I will try not to add anymore entries because this computer clicking distracts me.
Also, any of the "Practice Papers" left on my coffee table I used or the notes in my gym bag can be published freely. I will not be embarased, because, well, I will be dead. Some people like to study that stuff. Maybe all this will shed insight on why some people just cannot make things happen in their life, which can potentially benefit others.
1. Probably 99% of the people who know me well don't even think I was this crazy. Told by at least 100 girls/women over the years I was a "nice guy". Not kidding.
2. Lee Ann Valdiserri had my baby in early 1991. Haven't seen her since she was about four months into it. I knew her sister, Chris, from high school.
3. Net worth slightly more than $250K, (after all debt) as of end of 2008.
4. Death Lives!